[Mizi]: Do you believe in god?
I AM PART OF THE LINEAGE OF LESBIAN POETS my first kiss felt like sin. My tongue bitten and charred. The letter I wrote to my mother, burnt. When I first realized I was gay my mom told me that meant I had to fuck girls and she asked me, twelve years old, do i want to fuck girls. I said no but really I meant yes, dangerous as it was, taught it was disgusting, but I really meant yes. To be as disgusting as I am: the boxes checked. Gay asian christian girls cry to other gay asian christian girls. And god, do we fuck: in my bed, in her bed, in the mall bathroom. When people break free sometimes they say "I don't care anymore". But I fucking care and I care more than I ever had, about life, fuck, i am so happy to live in a world where four million and three hundred thousand people have watched two gay asian christian girls kiss and make out. And god, do we worship each other. That god up there, he doesn't care. Or maybe he watches and sees how fucking beautiful it is, when lesbian poets kiss and two women create love out of fucking NOTHING. MY GOD MY UNIVERSE. Everyone got over it but lesbian poets, we're still there. I'll get married to my beautiful girlfriend and kill all that is disgusting in this world like a sexy, cute, shining magical girl. I collect lesbians like me in my pocket: LOOKING PURE & VIRGIN-LIKE, long hair & shiny eyes, but really we're DIRTY DYKES who grab their girlfriends hair when they make out on the couch. Loving women (just one, with all my heart, but just loving girls in general)... I'm so free. i can do anything with my life and love doing it