i'm always in the wrong place
sunrays shining through the gaps in the blinds / dark cream-colored carpet / he is in my bed / i'm sitting cross-legged on the rug / the geometric shapes that dance behind exhausted eyes / i swear i'm not usually a wallflower / sober for the irony / guy in my chem class drunkenly asks how i did on the test / it's just cranberry juice / dirty wet floors and strobe lights / i don't have a jacket anymore / you always blame everything on me / air conditioner noise and humidity / when it was sticky and hot outside we always played basketball and now i just knit and wait for the day to end / stop asking me to do so many things at once / praise music in a silent car / i want to know none of you ever again / i wish i never left myself at the doorstep of my childhood home / you look different now i love your bangs / what happened to you?